When the closest you have to being face to face with someone you care about is video chat and they don't want to see you, it's a hard slap in the face. But whatever it takes to wake me up...I've never felt so undervalued in my life. No wait...I've felt this same feeling many times before with many guys who could care less if I was dead so long as they got what they came for. Letting go of them was the best thing I ever did. Maybe I should do myself another favor. I'm not this person that I've become. I'm like every girl I hate whose weak and naive.