Old William always talked about marriage with me but I saw how he lived. He was having sex with several girls and he too, didn't give a crap about them. He always told me about what he did with them in graffic detail though I never asked. I cared a lot about him, he was my best friend but I never considered marriage because the more I knew, the more I knew he wasn't the right person for me. We just lived two different lifestyles and had different priorities. I'm always the girl all the promiscuous guys go for but I don't want to be that girl anymore. I know what I'm looking for when it comes to marriage and my future and I'm not willing to settle but I'll support my friends in whatever lifestyle they choose. But I always called William out on his lifestyle and I think he appreciated that. Clearly not everyone does so I have to keep it to myself. I guess friends can't share all their opinions all the time even if they want the best for their friends. And I can't let my feelings get in the way of a friendship that I value.