"You know I'm so glad I never got involved with you. I just would've
ended up being some woman you had to get up out of bed and leave at three
o'clock in the morning and clean your andirons, and you don't even have a
fireplace. Not that I would noticed" --sally albright (when harry met sally).

As I watch harry met sally for the umpteenth time, i realize more and more that it reminds me a lot of my relationship with william. well...a less distorted and more romantic version. harry says it best. women and men can't be friends; well at least that's true for me. my friend kirstie always tells me, "you can't be friends with a guy tina, they always end up liking you." how come everyone else can have friends of the opposite sex but me? i know the whole situation with robbie and kristie has scarred me for life. i can never be friends with a married guy or even one in a relationship for that matter. you'd think guys in a relationship are like a hall pass to a successful friendship with a guy but oh no...you'd be wrong. anyhow, i guess i'm just jaded when it comes down to it. sometimes i think william is a good friend to me and i think i remember why i try so hard to fight for our friendship and then other times, times like a night a go, i feel like it's hopeless. especially when a good friend wouldn't take advantage of me in my drunken stupor. all he did was buy me drink after drink and tell me i was more pleasant when i was drinking. oh and comment that i was "kind of hot" and expect for me to make out with him. if william was only as charming as harry...and less of a creep.