I know it seems that I always come back to you. Missing you, hating you, thinking about how much i want you and how i should never go back to you. But when i was looking at this picture, i realized that this is who you are. Whatever I saw before, I don't see it anymore. What initially attracted me to you was this false persona of the bad boy who was really a good guy deep down inside. Now i've realized that it must be WAY down deep and I don't have the energy to dig anymore. You can lie to people for only so long until they figure you out and what good is it for someone to like you for who you aren't? You can trick people into wanting you but you can't trick them into loving you. I think that now, you have someone that loves you only she doesn't know the truth and if she did, it would probably break her into pieces. You are just a blur. A faceless, heartless person. When I see you now, that's what I see. Those feelings of desire that spring up in the first few seconds quickly vanish when I am reminded of this. When I start thinking about you, I should take a look at this picture to remind myself that the person I cared about never existed.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Pictures Don't Lie
I know it seems that I always come back to you. Missing you, hating you, thinking about how much i want you and how i should never go back to you. But when i was looking at this picture, i realized that this is who you are. Whatever I saw before, I don't see it anymore. What initially attracted me to you was this false persona of the bad boy who was really a good guy deep down inside. Now i've realized that it must be WAY down deep and I don't have the energy to dig anymore. You can lie to people for only so long until they figure you out and what good is it for someone to like you for who you aren't? You can trick people into wanting you but you can't trick them into loving you. I think that now, you have someone that loves you only she doesn't know the truth and if she did, it would probably break her into pieces. You are just a blur. A faceless, heartless person. When I see you now, that's what I see. Those feelings of desire that spring up in the first few seconds quickly vanish when I am reminded of this. When I start thinking about you, I should take a look at this picture to remind myself that the person I cared about never existed.
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