i'm not the girl who always says the right thing but i'll tell you the truth even if you don't want to hear it. should i apologize for the truth? i'm pretty sure you haven't gotten any apologies from the liars in your life so i'll answer my own question with a no. isn't it funny though...how we let the liars slide, we don't say anything, we just hope for the best, hope they'll change but when people tell us the truth, what we don't want to hear we hate them forever. maybe we don't have faith in the liars but we also have lowered expectations and that will get them farther into your life than the honest people we hold to a higher standard. when everything i say offends you, chances are...we just aren't going to work so let's leave it at that. go back to fishing in a pond full of dull and lifeless fish. maybe that's the best you can do. the guys who tell me i'm too good for them...they could never have me, this and that....they're probably right. i don't know why i try to falsely reassure them. you want an instant fix? you're in the wrong place. go back to your coke whores. i'm not easy but worth the wait and there are guys lined up around the block when i decide to open the door.

all the shit you used to say or not say hurt me like hell then i stopped giving a shit. problem solved. turns out all you need to do to be set free is not give a fuck. i'm sure you won't have trouble with that.