i feel like i just drag innocent people into my web of confusion. this guy doesn't deserve to be lead on. i'm sure there's a great girl out there for him because he's sweet but that girl isn't me. i just don't feel like we are gelling. God...i never thought i'd pull a william like that. maybe this was what he meant...he's a great guy, good looking and in shape, sarcastic, outdoorsy and fun loving but for some reason it's just not there. you can't make something fit when it just doesn't. and it feels like crap when he asks me flat out if i'm into him and all i can do is change the subject or deflect. maybe i should just tell him? but i like the company of a nice, cute guy...can you blame me? maybe i just need to do the right thing even if that means being alone for now.