i never let my guard down and i never opened up to you because i knew you would pull away and that's what you did. i never trusted that you would be in it for the long haul. we both had our guards up and neither of us was willing to let them down. you didn't want to get hurt so you never let me in and i did the same. only, in the end our plans backfired because both of us ended up getting hurt only in different ways. you missed out on a really amazing person because of your insecurities and i felt rejected for being myself. i could never be what you needed because i didn't know how i felt about you and you wanted to feel at home with me. you wanted to feel safe but safety isn't something i could offer.