Sometimes you just want to run away from it all. When I was a sprinter, I remember the rush I would feel as I raced towards the finish line. It's the same rush I get when I travel. I am free. Free from obligation, responsibility, commitment, and most importantly, apathy. I want to live my life and I don't feel it has yet started. I don't want the conventional life that many dream of...the kids, the carpool, the daily confines of life. I want something more but i'm losing hope that i'll find it here.