its hard to believe that not so long ago, i sat in a bath tub crying over a guy that no longer crosses my mind. i spent countless hours--my mind consumed by thoughts of a guy that i can hardly recollect. sat lonely and depressed counting the minutes spent apart from someone that today, has just about as much impact on my life as an empty beer can drifting among an endless sea of waves. he may have been the beginning but he certainly wasn't my happy ending.