I just remember tearing up over what he said and feeling so awful that we wouldn't work out. That makes me concerned and also intrigued. On the one hand, I may be getting attached and on the other, I've never wanted it more than I do now. I trust him even though there's still the chance of getting hurt. But if anyone's going to hurt me, I'd rather it him than anyone else because he wouldn't do it intentionally. I also remember having a fun date them going home and crying. This is one emotional roller coaster ride. I'm just wondering why I'm being like this, I've never experienced these intense of emotions during a relationship--only after it has ended. Does this mean there are serious feelings there? Where does our relationship stand anyway? I have no interest in dating others and I'm not sure about his plans but we see eachother every week at least twice so I'm assuming he's not really dating anyone else. I've seen him more in a month than jc in 3 years. I can see this going far--really far actually which is what scares me. Because doesn't everyone in a relationship see themselves lasting forever? And most of them end up breaking up. I've just never been through something like that. Never had a relationship I thought would last.